Pilot

My mind is scattered and my speech is impaired. So I thought I should start a blog, to push myself into sharing, to tumble in the stream of internet presence and to connect with myself again with the help of others. I wonder who will listen. I lately find myself trying out all kind of things, surfing, knitting, reading, painting, writing, hiking, biking, cooking. I hardly keep doing any of it, not succeeding, not patient enough to really try. I buy a lot of stuff for the new stuff and keep it in my closet. Yesterday I bought a wetsuit and put it in my closet. Caught in the shallowness of our society (it is always others!) I unlearned how to learn something new, just rushing through the new, one by one, without pauses. So this blog is the newest tryout in the search of steadiness, calmness and peace of mind. I have to make liposomes now. I already know how to do it, it is routine. Sometimes I like it. Today I like it.